Greed:	Very High
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	High
Lust:	High
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yesh today is may 29 and my name is still Lee Hao Jia
the old same me .
=D

i know i blogged many things insanely,
thats the fact,
kaka !

life still go on .
but sometimes i see my contact list's buddy
they have miserable personal message .
i wonder why~

Hmm .. woots
just got a call from my fren
haha . bday party on saturday nite .
cool .!~
anyway .

i dint dota like last time so madly already .
in fact i play other game like kodos war,
Blademaster vs demon hunter war, and much more warcraft 3 TFT game~

neway jz a random post . for fun
peace

yes yes,
here am i,
because of my mom and dad im here again,
having www.blogger.com hearing me nag about my life is,
just insane..
y ?
coz i felt like im talkin to myself
just nobody wont say dat u're crazy ..
i think this is why ppl blog ?

im here to see wad i can giv to this world .
and i dono which way i shud giv .
plus ..
my life is getting bored ..
i dint say i hate my life .
just too dull
get wad i mean ?

DULL !
nothing special and exciting for me to do ..
girl that i liked all ran away from me . ?
bad ? no .. they making a wise choice .
why? im not that kind of ppl who had many stories to tell . ( i mean real stories)
and foloing me is just making their life more boring ..

don care me .. im just nagging wit myself .
i also dono why ?
mayb its been a long time i never talked to someone lik this before
coz,
day passed
i grew old,
ppl changed their attitude to me..
im not a child anymore .
i fear
fear wad? fear i being betrayed .
wad makes me thinks lik this ?
its like someone that i trust . betrayed me
not once .
not twice .
uncountable times of betraying .
wad i loved and trusted last year changed,
this year i felt like . im living in a warzone
only me , myself is the most important.

i dono why ? ..
i hate ppl challenge me,
maybe cause of im LEO ,
ppl say that leo's temper is once touch it . u never wanna try it again .
.. i have no idea of what my phone is for ..
friends used me and i giv them use ..
omg . wad type of friend is this?
first i help them is just because they are my friend
nevermind .
but .. when i nid them .
where the fucking hell they gone ?
yeah , they teleported to Mars . thats why

yeah, i know i canot take jokes..
so what?
its not like people have to live with jokes .
jokes that may worsen friendships ?
where u put ur brain doug?

ever think of commiting suicide ?
nah, its silly
but sometimes i think of it..
why?
easy,
if u had ur msn . like 50/300 contact online
but no one is fucking talking wit u ..
and ur relationships between ur family is bad .
and u talked to everyone . but no one is fucking reply
wooh .
then ..
that time its like my heart being punched by john cena
love is not important for me as no one is interested in me
but . wad i nid is someone to talk to me
but too bad .
everyone is hurting me deep enuf .
i dono why .
if someone dont reply me
i just felt like i did a crime or wad .
it makes me felt hurt .
oh
..
..
..
..

its not end of the world don worry .

Fk, i dint say my life sux, just .. unbareable

2 weeks hols .
wad shud i do ?

2 weeks or 3 weeks . my msn contacts are still the same
why same?
coz it is crowded wit ppl in fact but,
i said hi to everyone .
but less replied me
im so disappointed with it
perhaps ..
i shud renew my msn too..
just like my friendster,

anyway . wad for i blog ?
im nobody wad?
im just a tools for ppl to use .
when ppl nid me . im there
when i nid u all..
i hav no idea of where u all~
perhaps . talkin wit ur beloved? instead of talking to me
doing ur stuff instead of care me ?
hmm ?

dono ?
just a simple post.
bye.

randomly

uploaded songs<
upgraded my blog>

now is 8.49am

and later i have to go tuition ~
and i renew my friendster
i also dono why i delete
but i feel like wanna delete it
so i delete it ._.
bullshit rite?
okay i noe it .
crazykidz93@hotmail.com < add me if u know me srry teruse bel slogan

okey . gtg nw .
currently busying wit musics
as my ign says im MuSiCoFrEaKo

life

here is my post ._. simple easy post.

i have realise that life is not easy .
and felt like Malaysia's standard is going down and down
as the Menteri of Pendidikan said after this year UPSR,
they will think that should Maths and Science be taught in English Or Bm ?
for many elders info,
government is always work for malays, but not the country.
and, IF Change BACK to BM way ..
i think i myself would suffer because,
i've studied science and maths for 3 years..
not really dat good at bm,
not me. but many ppl would suffer,
coz after form 5 everything is in english ?
wad the hell we need BM for ?
ONLY IN MALAYSIA ?
UNI ?
COLLEGE ?
WORK ?

wonder why they must lower the standard to those babi ._.

but,
i am not really a hardworking child who always holding books in my hand,
but i thought of everyone have the responsibilities to make themselves proud.
age of 15 think about so many things eh?

i admit im abit over-thought.
but, LIFE is like dat..

teachers' job is to teach,
Students' job is to learn,
students dint appreciate their effort = ...
students disturb their teaching = ...
students like this should .. ?

friends is important,
friends which think of themselves first
makes me feel hard,
friends who dint appreciate friendship
makes me feel like killing them,

felt my life inside ACS .
is going worse and worse,
i don't know why ,
just felt why is it necessary to talk like that ?