Saturday, July 26, 2008

Say hi to my bloggie,
and once again, i would open it to public viewing.
am not really into posting anyway,
this few months i dint blog cause of some technical problems,
and Nevermind ~
who cares?
In the End,
i just wrote it to Myself ._.

doot doot.
77 days,[26/7/2008] to PMR.
I find it important though,
Fortunately, i found out that my mom dint put much stress on me ,
Thx to her ,
Maybe she know that i know my studies are important.
and i think that study is my responsiblility,
and i shunt take for granted,
in fact, i knew it was my duty but i dint fulfill it.
one of the facts is that the Addiction of Games.
Besides that, i guess it will be the habitual effects.
i have been doing the same things for the past 4 years?
after school, on com and play.
Yes,Yes, i think i should just quit it but ..
its to Tempting !

As a matter of fact,
i don't know why my temper is so bad sometimes.
or i will gone moody suddenly.
above problems i think i will solve it slowly,

Actually,
this post i partly saying about my bad attitude that i possessed.
Firstly, Im the kind of Revengeful guy.
to people who know me,
i think they knew it.
but it depends on the temper im having that moment.
For example,
if somebody makes me feel Fcuking Upset,
the effect he/she will get is twice what i felt.

Besides Revengeful,
Hot Tempered would be the second place worst attitude i possessed,
[Don't Ask Me, I Ever thought of cooling down, just revengeful makes me hard]
Maybe its genetically influenced or i'm at adolescence stage,
I saw an article about this,
It says that our mood at this stage (13 ~ 19) changed frequently without anything happening,

Plus,
being a critics may be my bad attitude though ?
i liked to CRITICIZE others,
i criticize their bad habits and i don't feel i did the same way,
[Human Are Forgetful,
Good Deeds or Good Face of someone we don't remember,
We just remember their Evil Deeds]
i agree with this though,
Oh ya, before i go to other Evils that i possessed,
i cannot handle critics about me.
That is why,
Sometimes i fought up with my friends,
i confessed, and i apologize, Sorry !
i was something wrong sometimes.

after all,
i think that...
we man/boy should do what man/boy should do,
not all those sissy stuff,
i've changed,
from a kid to a teen,
and soon from teen to adult,
so, we must protect our image.

Lastly,
i admitted that im not a good lover,
but i love her
she may not know it perhaps we from other world,
or, she was unable to understand what im thinking of,
i do wish that we can be together long enough.
i'm that kind of particular persons to interfere our relationships,

1.family
2.friends.
3.educations/money
4.entertainment
5.lover

and please,
anyone who view my post. please post ur first 5 most important things in your Life like mine.
I mean for this moment. [26/7/08] <- this moment

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