Day 1

Day 1

I felt that this feeling i had now is i've lost someone without hugging her tightly,
I just let go so easily at that moment. I want her back. This is the first time i felt so in love with someone. i confess,
I shouldn't always be bad temper and it always hurt you and u angry me back. I now understand why do you angry back.
Anyway, when she's not around, i felt really really weird and lonely.

After yesterday, i knew many things. That make me think that I'm the worst person ever in the world. What do you think? Stabbing the same position twice. and sometimes, add some salt without giving treatment. I don't want to let her do that again.
I want to make her happy. I don't want her to find her friend and go do that.
I felt so deeply hurt when i saw she did.

She sacrifices so much and I don't know, makes me even worse. I regret that I never cherish her whenever she's around me, only when she's gone I felt her existence is so much important for me. I admit that i have drop a tears for her. God make me understands the feelings of hurt and i felt it, If God does that, I'm very happy that God is looking me from the heaven sky. That He sees every of my movement that i have hurt her. He helps her to make me feel the same.
Thank God.

Another long day to go, without her care I'm so lost. I wish he will never do that again in her life.. I won't let her feel that pain anymore. I'm still waiting you..